This is Jenny.
Jenny works at the Polynesian Cultural Center. She is from Hong Kong. She helps people make bracelets. She speaks very good english. She told me that I was the prettiest girl from Utah she had ever seen :) Then she told me that I was her best friend. Cute Jenny!
I have been struggling. Really struggling. I feel like I'm in mourning over the removal of "what makes me a girl." I know that sounds ridiculous and I feel terrible for even writing this and having these feelings because I know that there are so many people who are going through enormous trials right now. But, nonetheless, I am struggling.
Last night, I was reminded by my mom to bring it down a notch. I failed miserably on making a dessert... the family ate it anyways. Josh reminded me that this is fine and that he's not going any where. My boys still wanted me to tuck them in and give them kisses. Brooklyn still called and told me she loves me. I am so blessed.