And, We Have Power

Annnnd, the brain has turned back on.

We have power to the part of this brain that like to go bye-bye.

Rough few days!

Like, rough.

Yesterday morning, I woke up and realized quickly that I had no idea where I was. 

My world was spinning.

I was crying.

I was hurting.

I was sad.

I was frustrated.

I was confused.

I was scared.

I was depressed.

I eventually got up and showered.

Which is no easy task when my brain is not working right.

Then I took myself to the gym and walked at the slowest possible pace, whilst holding on to the machine.

I felt my legs working.

I had ear plugs in so I couldn't hear anything around me.

I stared at the front of the machine so I wouldn't be over-stimulated by the sights all around me.

Then I went home and laid back down.

This morning, I woke up early and laid in my bed whilst praying.

I was asking for very specific things in my prayer.

I was immediately impressed upon to open to the General Conference talks from October (just last month).

May I take just a moment to say how blessed we are to just open those right up on our phone anywhere, anytime...

I read the article, "Spiritual Capacity."

It talks about the importance of seeking, receiving, and acting upon personal revelation.

It was written specifically for me in that moment.

And, I'm grateful.

So today, I try again.

I work.

I mother.

I work some more.

And I seek, receive and act upon personal revelation.