Marathon

I have been in a very large, false self funk since being in Fresno.

I have armored myself up and the walls have been, at least temporarily, put back up.

I'm aware of it.

I recognize it.

At times, I feel like I'm spiraling.

But awareness is so powerful. 

It allows me to do what I've been taught to do.

So last night, I watched baseball remotely with my Daddy.

This morning, I began with meditation.

I did my devotional.

I listened to music I love.

I came into work, telling everyone I was doing breathing techniques and working on my darn attitude problem.

And, God painted the sky for us this morning.