Feeling It

I have been allowing, even forcing, myself to go THROUGH the feelings of losing my grandpa.

Tuesday, I felt completely broken.

Sad.

Hurt.

Lost.

Broken apart.

Yesterday, I was raging mad.

SO angry.

That is such an uncomfortable emotion for me.

It's the scariest emotion for me of all the emotions.

I'm forcing myself to go through it... not try to run from it.

Just be royally pissed off.

At everything.

Today, I'm exhausted.

Physically, emotionally, mentally... in all the ways!!!

SO tired.

Drained.

This note, though.

Kehlani to her daddy.

He's the best girl daddy there is!