God Bless America, With a Side of Square Dancing

This morning I got to go to Braxton's fifth grade program. I rarely (like never) get the opportunity to go see my kid's programs and it kills me. This morning, though, I was there. The theme was this great country that we live in. Each fifth grader had to do a state report. Braxton had Idaho. He had to write a written report, make a 3D model and build a float. He also had to participate in this program which included SQUARE DANCING!! Right on!! I am almost positive that I square danced to the exact same song in my fifth grade program like 30 years ago. It was awesome! I kept trying to catch his eye so that I could embarrass him. It totally worked! That kid makes me smile!

Nights with Colton

After Colton has been required to sit through seven hours of school, afternoons are definitely his release. He literally does not have the ability to come home and go right to homework. He has to be able to physically exert all of his energy. This is just something that we have learned and adjusted to. He will come home and kick the soccer ball, shoot basketballs into the hoop, jump on the trampoline, throw the wall ball, play with his animals, take Gunner for a walk, etc. Summer time, or at least cleaner air and nicer weather, are SUPER helpful! He is able to go outside for several hours after school and get rid of all of that built up energy. He doesn't have to focus or pay attention or SIT and LISTEN. He can just be free. Yard work is a favorite of his! He'll mow the lawn a few times a week... just because it seems like a cool idea right at that very moment. Nana and I just smile. At least he is happy. At least he is free. At least he is safe. At least he is able to be at peace.

Mother's Day Dinner

Joshua grilled some super yummy pork chops and made corn on the cob. It was DELICIOUS! His cute mom was so surprised to hear that he cooks. I started laughing out loud because he cooks every weekend. This mama never has to cook when he is around. Mother's Day was awesome! I love my kids' homemade gifts. I love their cute hand-written cards. I love how they think that because it's a special holiday they should be extra nice to me. I love everything about it!

Spring Semester Finish Line

Spring Semester is over. I crossed the finish line. I won the race! I got a 4.0 GPA this semester. I am so stinking proud of myself and even more proud of my family. Nana and the boys and I celebrated by having a Baskin Robbins ice cream cake! That's how we roll. Sweet Josh is so proud of me. He announced at his mom's house last night at the dinner table that I got a 4.0. It made me feel so good. It's the first time I've ever had straight A's. Before this, my highest GPA ever was the first quarter of seventh grade and it was a 3.4. I'm not such a great student, but I we worked so hard and I am so happy! Summer Semester starts next week.

Demolition

This is an actual picture of the demolition taking place in our building at work! We are having an area completely remodeled for our Division and I CAN'T WAIT!!! It is going to be a great new area with natural light and some really cool technology. It's supposed to be done by mid-August! I see a party in our future :)

Colton and Siblings

After Colton was diagnosed with ADHD and Pediatric Anxiety, I sat his three older brothers down and explained (as best I could) what his diagnosis meant. I explained that some of the connections in Colton's brain aren't quite right. I explained that he has a very difficult time concentrating, remaining calm, controlling his emotions, making decisions, controlling his emotions while trying to make decisions, following directions the first-second-tenth time, etc. I explained to them that he would be on medication to try to help him do better with those tasks. I explained that the medicine would help him during the time that he was in school (or for about eight hours after he took it). I explained to them that we were all going to need to practice more patience. Truth be told--this Mama has VERY little patience. Tricky! As time as gone on, we have seen days when Colton's brothers are very patient with him. They seem to be able to divert his attention during big blow-ups. They seem to be able to help him do things to expend his energy. They do their best not to raise their voices at him, or call him names or make him feel horrible. There are also days, however, when the brothers have zero tolerance. These are extra hard days at our house. These are days when voices are loud and ugly. These are days when tears are abundant, when anger is boiling over, when confusion and frustration are at their peak. These are tough days. Because we really never know what will help Colton to calm himself, or what he NEEDS at that very moment to help him control his emotions. He, all by himself, is learning strategies to help himself. I will find him downstairs on his bed with his DVD player watching a movie, or out on the trampoline jumping and jumping and jumping, or outside with his wall ball, or shooting hoops, or coloring all by himself. He is learning mechanisms that help HIM when the world around him is just too much. And at the same time we, as his family, are doing our best to learn our own coping mechanisms. We are learning patience and temperance. We are loving better and more genuinely. We are learning that our differences are our strengths. We are learning to be a stronger family.

Sunny Saturdays

We love sunny Saturdays! We play and play outside with the basketball and soccer balls and hula hoops and scooters. Everyone loves to be outside. We just play and play and play. Josh had his third football game of the season. He was injured, but don't worry he'll be at the game on Saturday, no doubt. It's totally awesome like that!