It's Time

These boys of mine, though.

I have decided that it's time for this Mama to start counseling. We've almost been through an entire year since the world turned upside down for us. As I look back, I see how far we have come and how much we have had to overcome. I see that we have chosen joy most of the time and that we have truly done our best, which is all that is expected of us. But, there are parts of my story that I can't quite come to terms with. I struggle with not crying, not being angry, not being sad, not being hurt. I need to have help with moving completely forward, so I will do that. For me. For my boys. And, perhaps my boys will need to start the counseling, too. And that's okay. It's all okay. We are doing the best we can with what we've been given.