We Are Worthy

Hello, Friends & Family!

We are alive.

We are living.

We are loving.

We are doing the very best we can do.

We found out last Sunday that Mike was not faithful in our marriage.

To say that we were shocked, confused, devastated is an understatement.

Mike left Sunday night while the boys and I worked HARD to find a place to live.

Miracle One:

The home we found was not even listed.

After a large-scale fast and prayer on our behalf, my Becky Beck texted me this person's phone number and I called.

We can afford it, barely.

Everything is SO expensive right now.

We can have our dogs.

We will fit.

It is still so close to school.

We packed, again.

We moved.

With Mr. Watkins, Beyta, and Cory's help.

Kaydon is in San Diego this week with his uncles.

Blessing.

Colton is in Sandy this week with Jackson and my mom.

Blessing.

Braxton and I have the house pretty much in order.

Kaydon and Colton's room will need work.

We have what we need and we are safe.

Miracle Two:

The stimulus came in the very day that I needed to pay the deposit and first month's rent.

Miracle Three:

I paid the car off.

It would take me hours to list the blessings that have been ours this week.

1. I feel very confident in myself and in the choice I made for my children and I.

There was no begging or pleading for him to change and be better.

There was simply the question of whether he would go to therapy, then a decision was made.

2. Mike's brother and two sister-in-laws are mine to keep. 
They bought me a bed and put it together. They are keeping Kaya for the week. They were the first ones to the house when it all went down. They witnessed it all. They have carried me through this time.

3. My T somehow made it to our house in record time from Tokyo. She held me while I sobbed. She is there for my boys and they know to call their auntie when they need her.

4. Anson. Oh, my Anson. He brightens my every minute.

5. I have not had any post-stroke symptoms, besides cognitive fatigue. (Miracle Four)

6. I have two boys who hold the Priesthood. I have recieved four blessings in the past week.

7. Miss Birdie is my person. She knows me. She loves me. She has now been through this THREE times with me.

8. My Tiffni. This girl is everything. She has messaged me every single day to get me to eat. She brought us a ton of supplies we simply didn't have. 

9. My Chelsi. 

10. My job.

We are going to be okay. 

Like my Becky Beck said, we are going to be even better!!!!