Twisted

I cried myself to sleep for a second night in a row.

I also had a very frank discussion with God.

I laid on my bedroom floor and sobbed.

Not a good look, People.

And, my lash girl is booked until my appointment NEXT Thursday.

Heaven help us all.

I got up and looked at my phone, nauseous and seeing double because my brain is over this.

There was a Marco Polo from my Victoria.

I don't even know if T knew she had her phone.

She told me that she loved me and that she missed me and that she loved me some more and that she thinks I'm going to her house Saturday and that she loves me and that she is happy and that everyone in her house is asleep, so she called her Auntie Heidi.

Suddenly, I felt loved.

My Becky Beck Marco'd me late last night, as she was leaving Emmy (who is in the hospital for a potentially long stay because her pregnancy has taken a turn).

That woman always knows EXACTLY where to guide me or what podcast I need or what boundaries I need to establish.

And I listen to her because she is HOLY.

This morning, I had to put cloths on my eyes to get them to open.

Not a good look, People.

I got ready-ish.

Drove myself to Twisted Sugar and waited for my drink.

I love those kids.

Fun fact: I got like $50 in Twisted Sugar gift cards for my birthday.

My people really know me!

Tonight is all about Kaydon.

It's all about his future, his next step, his purpose.

It is about him.

I can't wait to find out his next step.

I am honored to be his mom.

I also get to go to the spa.

Jackson hooked me up with three hours at the spa today, and I'm grateful.

Also, Mia took care of Colton last night who needed a ride home from work because he was sick.

Today, I am so thankful for Sis.