Just Trust, Heidi Ray!

We got to love on babies on Saturday. Asher is on the go like you cannot believe! He is everywhere, within seconds and in a way it makes me very sad! I remember being so grateful as my boys became mobile because there were so many of them and holding everyone was never a legit possibility. I don't feel that way with my sweet nephews. I want them to stay little forever. Watching Asher be so independent and wanting to walk instead of having Auntie hold him is sad to me! Sweet Anson is sitting up so big. He had some doozies of dumps on Saturday. Luckily, Kaydon is a master diaper changer and even offers to do it for me!

After my doctor's appointment on Friday, I went home and rested for a bit. I was not looking forward to the appointment, but left feeling very relieved. The doctor was able to pinpoint what took place on Wednesday and we were able to come up with tools to help me now and moving forward. She has decided that my body and brain need a break in the middle of the week. So, I will be working five hour days, except on Wednesdays, which I will have off. I am over throwing up resistance. I am ready to just trust the process and focus on the good. No more pity parties for this girl for now... for sure there will be some in the future!!