Timeout

I have been a bit a lot rattled/off/not okay the last few days.

I've known it.

I've done all the things that I know to do to work through it.

That would include putting myself in timeout yesterday for 20 full minutes.

Just look at that view!!

I even had a little talk with P while I was out there.

Normally, his truck would be parked next to my car.

I used to love seeing him pull up when I'd be out sitting in my weeds.

I knew that as soon as he got out of the truck, he'd start singing to me:

"Heidi Rae, Heidi RAE, HEIDI RAE!!!"

I miss him extra this month.

The 26th is a crappy, no good, terrible day every year.

This year is the 5th anniversary.

Perhaps that's part of the reason why I'm a bit off... among others that I won't go into here.

But maybe more timeouts is just what I need.