Happy New Day

I am not going to go into detail here.

I don't feel it's necessary at this point, and I am trying to be a bit more private right this minute.

I am broken. 

I have an addiction.

I have had an addition for 20+ years.

I am ready to get intense, professional help.

For me. For my boys. For our family.

I am scared - terrified really.

I am hopeful.

My heart is literally broken and my spirit is contrite.

I am ready.

I know that this is going to be the most difficult thing I have ever done, and I've done some hard things.

But, I am ready.

To my family and my T: 

Thank you for standing beside me and behind me and in front of me.

To my boys:

Mama is ready to be mended, treated, and the very best mama that I can possibly be! The mama you deserve. The mama that I've always wanted to be.

To everyone else:

I will probably be a bit radio silent for a while. You can still purchase Younique from my website and Green Horizen from my website. But, I am not going to be going full-blast for a while. I need to mend myself and my family.

Much love.