Years & Years

Counseling was yesterday.

It was amazing.

She is amazing.

I am amazing.

We are all pretty darn amazing.

We talked about the difference between worth and self-esteem.

Worth is unchangeable. It is there no matter what we do. And, everyone's worth is the same.

Self-esteem has a lot to do with self-acceptance, personal development and the direction we are going.

It is ever-changing. It is a path.

This portion of our feelings can cause divine discontent.

Oh, the divine discontent.

What a powerful thing!

But, that comes from God.

Shame comes from Satan.

I have to re-program my brain now, after 35 years of image distortion. 

I have to continue to tell myself out-loud that I have worth regardless of the choices I make and that I am on the right track - going the right direction.

However:

I am pretty badass!

We all are. 

I am on the right track.

That feels so good!

It's a journey.

It's my journey.

The way things happened were the exact way they needed to happen.

My homework for this week is to delve into my weaknesses, write them down and start to go through that closet where I've been shoving stuff for 35 years!

Oh, fun.